Mary Crawford is a once aspiring screenwriter turned successful public relations executive, mother of two young children, and wife of a hotshot magazine editor whose power base spans the worlds of finance, fashion, culture, entertainment, and society. At 34, she finds herself at a crossroads: between the office and her home, her life has become an endless rotation of people pleasing-whether pulling rabbits out of hats for her mogul boss, entertaining advertisers and phony A-listers for her husband's magazine, or making elaborate costumes for children's school plays. At least, that is, until she meets a head turning, traffic stopping beauty at the bar of the famed Four Seasons Grill Room-where many of the novel's players regularly convene-and shortly thereafter finds the same woman and her husband in an apparently compromising position in her own apartment.
And so begins the story of two very different women bound by similar missions-to uncover the crimes and betrayals of various men in their lives and finally put their own interests front and center. For Mary this ultimately means leaving a husband who is ideal in theory but not in practice, and deciding to risk security for self-fulfillment and a new life on her own. Like so many women, Mary fell for the man she married when she was in her twenties only to realize years later that it wasn't him she fell for as much as it was the idea of him-the idea of a savior who would protect and provide and ferry her from her past into the future. But the guy who seemed so right at the time turned out to be nothing more than a fantasy. ~Goodreads
The Idea of Him
By: Holly Peterson
Published: April 1, 2014
William Morrow, 384pgs
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Excerpt:
CHAPTER 19 FOCUSED AND FRUSTRATED
He had no doubt
betrayed “us” again in some form or fashion because things were going on around
me that he was lying about. He would do that in the future. I would either
smile through or ignore the signs in the future. I would feel angry and lost
and alone in the future. I would tear up photos again in the future that
represented romantic ideals.
“It doesn’t mean
what, Wade?”
He didn’t answer
my last question; I just heard his rattled breathing on the other end of the
line. I looked around at the mess in front of me. How the hell was I supposed
to finish my work with this bizarre, awkward, unfinished, hurtful conversation
looping in my head?
“Wade,” I said. “I
can’t do this now.”
I
hung up and suddenly I was back in that mangled plane, in the snow, desperate
for a protector. Was Wade just giving more of the same unsafe
feeling I’d wanted to get away from? And it hit me that I hadn't so
much forged a new life in marrying Wade; I'd simply come full circle. Strange
how we often seek what we hope to escape.
About the Author:
HOLLY PETERSON is the author of the New York Times and international best seller, The Manny. She was a Contributing Editor for Newsweek and editor-at-large for Tina Brown’s Talk magazine. She was also an Emmy Award–winning producer for ABC News for more than a decade, where she cov¬ered global politics. Her writing has been published in the New York Times, Newsweek, Talk, the Daily Beast, Vogue, Harper’s Bazaar, and other publications. Online: www.HollyPeterson.com www.Facebook.com/HollyPetersonny Twitter: @HollyPetersonNY
